i dont have anything much to say today, i just felt like typing as in a physical exercise. its cool! stimulating. days are going by slow. i have a doctors appoitment today. hoping to get some burgers on my way back home... mcdonalds would go very well today. i have been craving them a lot for days now. happy new years! im very sleepy. i made lots of progress on a project that was making me too anxious to sleep well, so thats good. got back into playing project diva for the psp and slowly making my way tru the game + collecting all of hatsune mikus modules. breathing, living. been re-afirming to myself that im just a guy. its working so far. im so sleepy. we have lemon pie on the fridge, i like to put colorful sprinkles on mine so its more fun. im gonna go back to college this semester. been praticing melodica, learning some beethoven. i had a cold that knocked me out good for one week, but im good now. breathing. feeling the chemicals. im alive. i breath, i'm a guy. just a guy. i love lemon ice cream.